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bpdlevi:

"you’re obsessed with your mental illness"

i know right? it’s almost like it impacts every part of my life

"it’s all in your head"

I know right? it’s almost like it’s a mental illness

I was in a car wreck that included losing my phone for a while in the car & breaking my hand. 2 hours away from where I live, & I still haven’t even gotten the car back. The wreck wasn’t even my fault, & some other driver killed the guy who’s car I hit.
I went through some major anxiety with this & I still don’t even have a police report to do anything. It broke most of my stuff, totalled my car, and I am basically on my own with all of this since I’m away from family & I barely had any money in the first place & it’s draining me. I have been in a baf place for over 6 months, trying to better my life after losing my dream job due to my panic attacks & depression. So I’m sorry I haven’t messaged anyone, I’ve been so busy with finding a job, trying to find a new car, figuring out how I’m going to legally battle all of this because not only did I lose my car, lose a lot of my stuff, break my hand, fuck my leg up even more than what happened at basic….I have to live with knowing the accident killed a guy who could of been alive today if he had been inside of his car instead of outside next to it. I’m so stressed about money, because I now have bills I have to pay & the towing fees will be almost $1000. I literally get so sick thinking about all of this I just want to end everything. I haven’t been happy for a long time & now I have to go through all of this.

it’s about who you miss at 2 in the afternoon when you’re busy, not 2 in the morning when you’re lonely. – (via azul-estrellas)


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